Mami

To my mami,
Mami!!
i know you very good to us...
want to give us the best things...
but do you know...
your talking style will let us feel tired...
try to think...
every time i call you do something with adding "you stupid izit?"
what the feeling do you have?
every time like this... who gonna help you volunteer?
actually when i saw the floor very dirty, u think i really can tahan?
sometimes i just feel if i help u to clean u sure either ngam or scold me this or that....
how u gonna want me to help u?
either daddy oso dun wan give u opinion bcz scare of ur scolding...
i lazy because i dun wan let u scold...
just like i hope to cook... but dun wan u teach me because i know u sure scold me instead of teaching.
either i heard the radio talk about a mother teaching style... u usually say is my false instead of your teaching style...
try to think... actually computer is nothing to play...
but if want me face to face with you...
i choose to play computer / hide myself in my room instead of face to face with you...
AWAKE!! PLS AWAKE!!
i know you good enough to protect us...
but also your "good" let us become "selfish" that we dun want to help other bcz when i small u call me dun be sampat to help other??
from this... i wont help other.. either my family i oso wont help...
LAZINESS also vry good right?